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Its been over 3 years since ive posted anything. Who is still actively following me?
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God Must Hate Me

I dunno what im gonna do if I have to go through that heartache again. I don't think I could deal with it.

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When Words Just Come Out

When I went to bed lastnight I felt pretty good about it but this morning, right after I got out of bed it hit me. I think I might have made a complete ass of myself saying what I did on the phone with her. I showed vulnerability, wanting. I cant allow her to gain the upper hand and thats exactly what I think I did. I did mean what I said so at least I have that!

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The Final Cut Is So Deep

I am the waiting one it seems,
Days grow somber quickly,
Now how the quiet is release,
And I feel so lonely.

How did you think I would feel,
Throw me aside again,
How did you think I would feel.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

She knows the waiting one in me,
That I needed to hold you,
Still I can smell her, hear her breathe,
Feel her body beside me,

How long I've waited,
Waited for you,
To come back to hold me,
What should I, what should I,
What should I do,
When I feel so lonely.

How could you do this to me,
Betrayed by my closest friend,
How could you do this to me.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

What should I,
What should I do,
Well how long I have waited,
What can I,
What can I do,
When I feel so lonely.

How did you think I would feel,
Threw me aside again,
How did you think I would feel.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

How could you do this to me,
Betrayed by my closest friend,
How could you do this to me,
I won't let you hurt me again.

I am the waiting one it seems.
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Update

Just updating my account so that it doesn't get deleted.
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LJ Looks Normal Now!

For the past couple months every time I would check out JL all I would get is a series of links on the left side of the screen that didn't do anything! (*confused*) Today, though, I accidently clicked on LJ'd quick launch icon instead of FB's and everything is right as rain; accept for the ghey flower looking banner at the top of the window right now. Other than that though everything seems to be fine.

I'd really like to go back to being a paid user but after the last couple weeks of getting milked I just can't afford it right now =( So yeah, it's been FOREVER since I've posted ANYTHING and hopefully that will change in the future since I'm not really using MS anymore and FB doesn't have a blog section. We will just have to see what happens. I'm sure Theresa will be surprised when she sees that I actually posted something! Anyway, I have to work 3rd shift tonight so I think Imma lay down till it's time to get ready for work. later! 
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2008 - 2009

Happy New Year Everyone!
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Windows Mojave

I saw a commercial about this while watching Bones earlier tonight and I thought I'd take a look and see what it was all about.

www.mojaveexperiment.com


This is for all you Mac users out there with your stupid ass'd commercials.

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Something My Grandfather Taught Me

Pride: proper respect for oneself; sense of one's own dignity or worth; self-respect

Sometimes that's the only thing a man has.
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